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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
This innocence..is brilliant - King Arthas™ (:
- The Sky is the Limit -
Went visiting at aunt's hse today. realised many of my cousins are already married, many are attached, some already had their marriage planned. My cousin then told me he was once 18, 19, when my aunt 1st shifted into that particular house. Now hes 28,29, all grown up, bout time to start a family.
Argh, sometimes the future is so uncertain, and the choices i make now can make or break my life. Should I this, should i that ? Can i this, can i that ? For those that dont know me well, i have ALOT of expectations on myself. In my mind everyday, I SEE the person i wanna be in the near future. When im around ppl i dislike, i'll picture myself in the future - More authority, power, wealth and earned respect, and i'll tell myself, he will respect me. Soon. And i believe it will happen.
Sometimes, i really want a person to listen to me intently, where i can tell that person everything from my heart, share with that person what im truely feeling underneath that cool facet. But i know that wont happen, because instinctively in me, I would rather hear about other ppl's life and troubles than to let them hear me out.
Dont feel like continuing.
Its so beautiful it makes me wanna cry;
